I tried to post on here but it didn't work and now i feel EVEN MORE CRAP :O(
I'm a nursing student on clinical placement and I had a crap shift today. Yesterday I had a great shift and did heaps and came home feeling confident and positive, but today I achieved very little and felt like a nuisance and completely incompetent and came home feeling like a useless twat. :O(
I'm feeling lonely and anxious about everything. This started because my girlfriend left me. She said she needs time, a break, that she loves me but doesn't feel in love. The reason she gaves me for this is her being too young to be with one guy (me) forever and that she needs to see other people in her 20s. I fell 100% crap about it and I'm finding it hard to deal with. I thought she'd always be there for me and her going away has made me feel cynical and negative about everything. I know that it's not a break, I know that we'll never be back together and that if she only misses me as a friend. Loving without being loved back is devastating. I suppose time heals all.
I just don't feel like what I do is ever good enough. I'm a pretty harsh critic when it comes to myself and I am feeling complketley crap as a result. I keep comparing what I have with others, and coming of short. Guess I just want to be able toa ccept myself as not quiet perfect just yet.
a certain someone is too pessimistic
i don't have a boyfriend and I feel like I have failed in some way. This has never bothered me before but now I feel really down about it. I feel I'm not pretty enough or funny enough or good enough and yet I look at people with boyfriends and I wonder why them and not me? What's so different? What's wrong with me? Why doesn't anyone love me? My two best friends also always talk about how we three are always there for one another: not so. When my last boyfriend fucked me over and I really needed them, all they cared about was stupid fucking boys. I was heartbroken and all they could talk about was this guy and that guy. In a way that hurt more than him dumping me, knowing that they hadn't been there for me when I needed them most. And now there's a guy who told me he liked me but he has a girlfriend and doesn't want to give her up. So that's confusing. And I thought I liked him but I worry I only want him because I want somebody. I just feel so crap about myself and crap for feeling crap about myself because I don't have a boyfriend. Its not the end of the world. I have lots of other things in my life. Its not like this moaning is even really justified. But yeah. I still feel crap despite all that. I wish I didn't.
Hi, I’m screwed in the head. I find myself peeping at my sister and masturbating to her showering whilst looking in the key hole. I also do the same with my cousin. I feel like screwing her in the arse. Last fall she gave me head, now i can’t get it out of my mind. I also had sex with a sheep, whats wrong with me.
Because someone offers to do something for me and I say ok, and then they go about it all stupidly, and then I can't be upset that I won't get my car back and inspected on time because THEY'RE DOING ME A FAVOR. If they really wanted to do me a favor, they'd do what I ask, on time, and get it done, rather than make a 2 hour project a 2 day fiasco involving my father jerry riggin' my car!
i feel like crap because my mam might lose her job and that mean we would have to move house and since i got to a private school i wouldnt be able to go there anymore althought it my last year so id have to drop back a year if i joined a different school
my bf cant be arsed with me and is just lying there like im not even here.it doesnt feel like he really wants to be with me ne more l8ly neway and i got kicked outa college and have to start again in september i have no job and my mum may kick me out.he could at least make me feel special and loved!